Hello... I love you... Wont you tell me your name?

I haven't had much time to post so I'm making some. After this I must get to cleaning my house and making sure my chores are done.

I have been knitting a lot. My latest project is a Wet-Camouflage toddler hat with a dark red trim (both picked apart Red Heart yarns). I made it a simple increase hat on #2.25 needles. It is for my son Simon, I hope he likes it.

Since I posted last Teddy had his tonsils and adenoids removed. He also has ear tubes put in (not as gross or painful as it sounds). He is already noticeably more healthy and can hear much better. He pulled through it so well. I am very proud of him. I made him a snuggly for the hospital. nothing big enough to cover him just something in a texture he likes.

Calvin's birthday is Friday. He is going to be 1 year old. The older he gets the more he looks like his father. We still have to go get him a present.

Well thats the basics of my life right now, nothing to existing.

Wish you well,
Elysha

In The Begining

I wanted a Blog with spell check as well as font ability. Something that I hadn't worked with before, and something I could understand easily. I wanted it to be a place where I could put my writing, story lines, real life feelings, concerns, hopes, fears.... Yet I wanted it to be organized. Something I could post in at least weekly and also I wanted to hide it if need be.

I am hoping this will be where I can do that. I as others to bare with me as I work through learning to understand and operate this blog. This is really for me, however I always like some input and helpful criticism.

I am a 22 year old (23 in June) female. I am involved with a man who is, in my eyes, one of the strongest and good hearted men I have ever met. We have had our share of problems and we will have more. He has proven himself over my one fear and I plan to now prove myself over his. He is also stubborn and pompous so my task may be difficult, But everything worth doing is worth the challenge.

I have 3 children and one on the way. I admit that the desire to wait on having children was there but it seems fate had a different idea. My oldest 3 are all boy and all precious. Each with there own personality and ideals. Looking at my age you can see that they are all young.

I have fears. One is a fear of failing my children and my love. He provides for myself and our children, but at such a toll to himself. I would like to provide a security and an income though my skills are limited. I know however feeling lost is the biggest set back and once I can find my footing I will be able to strive.

Thank you for your time,
Elysha